Oh my! I'd better get to work fast! I had my bookclub lunch for which I'll pay 1000 calories. I just found out that tomorrow is birthday treats which I'm planning on eating about 500 calories worth--so I'll need to be sure I earn another 150 tonight. That will wipe me out completely and there are still many events to go. I have managed to exercise for personal treats as well though, so I don't feel as though my exercise is being completely taken over by outside events. The other week I worked hard to have a big pizza dinner. And Saturday I worked specifically for birthday cake. Yesterday was fast Sunday, so that meant birthday cake too. The problem today is that I'm not suffering enough! Between my birthday and a big dinner last night and a big lunch today I don't feel as though I'm dieting too much! Not that this makes me content. I'm still torn between worry that I won't lose anything and greed---I would really like to go home and have crackers and cheese.
I think I'll survive. And I'll stick to my course. Today is 1500 cal and I'm counting lunch as 500 so I can still have a very reasonable dinner (especially if there's any goulash left.) It's all good.
Hollie, however, from 300 pounds down, hasn't posted in a bit. She has the most inspiring blog I've ever read. So much so that today I went back to the beginning and started a file to keep the posts that inspire me the most. This girl really needs to write a book!!
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