Next challenge to figure out. How do I circumvent the, "I can't have it tomorrow, so I'd better eat it today?" feeling. Technically speaking, I shouldn't have it today either! It's vegetarian day, not eat all the cookies and chocolate I can get day. It's so easy to lose track.
Unfortunately, I have an example of what happens when a person loses track completely. My poor sister--she's turning 40 this year. Catherine is graduating tomorrow with her associates degree and everyone is invited up. I live about 1 hour away from my Dad and sisters. Dad is coming up, my sister would have liked to, but decided she'd better not try it, because there is no parking immediately by the building and she can't make the short walk to and thru the building. I'm sure she's also worried about fitting onto the seats. She also can't really drive anymore because she can't stay alert enough to be safe, also she's lost her license, but even if she had one, she's hampered by fears and I doubt she'd be able to make a drive that's a whole hour away. It's just sad.
Comparatively, I'm doing great. But it's a bad comparison. How badly am I hampered by my poor choices? How awake would my mind be? How much more could I do if I ever conquer this problem?
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